Happiness- #24

Dear Ray (boyfriend)--it's been days since the last time that i seen you. i really do miss you. i can't help but think about you throughout my day. I'm blessed to have you in my life. You have all my trust. I believe in you. I love it when you smile. Sometimes your face is tickle-E. You are my favorite human I just love your voice as much as i love the lead singer of my favorite rock band. I love it when you let me hear the songs you have been working on. I love  the look in our eyes when you look at me. I like that your tall. Your glasses-give you that intelligent look. Thumb wrestling- i know it's your way of holding my hand but I am so the champ.! i love the way you hold me while we're watching movies or sleeping-your strong arms wrapped around me make me feel so safe. Just so you know-your snoring doesn't bother me-in fact it kind of comforts me-letting me know your still there while i sleep.Your kisses are yummy-plus your really good at it. i love the way you can make me laugh -even through tear filled eyes. I like your surprised face-like when i randomly show up to bring you lunch at work. It makes me laugh when you squirm because I know where your ticklish. Your handsome in my eyes-sometimes i feel my self at a loss for words. You listen to me patiently-then put your two cents in. I love our heart to hearts-they bring us closer. It makes me happy when we spend time together. I am so relieved that when we talk I don't have to explain words to you. I just love to play with your chin hairs while you speak to me- i have no idea why....lol but I'm ecstatic at the thought of you in life- and all the things that come along with it. I can't wait until the day we decide to build a home together- the thought of you needing me in your life makes me even more excited for our future together.I'm glad you sated even though I tried to push you away. I love you.
 <3 fmnn