Even Though Your Not There For Me I'LL ALways Be There For You....I Hate How Im Like That.

And sometimes I wonder where everyone has gone. I get to thinkin' about how the people in the photographs I have ended up being people that can’t seem to remember me. I’ve learned that friends come and go, even the ones you thought would never ever leave you. It seems like that even if you tell yourself you’ll never love again, you end up finding yourself giving everything you have in return. The more attached you grow to someone, the more painful it is when you turn around and they are no longer there. I can tell myself that I’ve grown accustomed to separation, to time, change, distance, and watching people slowly leave; but in reality you never get used to those moments where you just miss someone so much that it aches.And all you want is for all of those bad feelings to go away or for distance to disappear. i would even pay for a time machine to take us back to the moment we seemed to be slipping away. but it’s too late for that...people have distanced themselves and have gone on with thier lives. Its juss crazy how when you look back at all the memories deep within how they all seem to be happy and like they would last forever. <3fmnn