Love=Vunerable

Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It can opens your chest and it opens up the side where your heart is and exposes it entirely and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…and you let your gaurd down just a little bit but end up giving them a piece of you. Sometimes they don't even ask for. Sometimes they demand it. Sometimes you just want to give it away.

Then all of a sudden without any warning they do something dumb, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.But at the same time who can live without it? How come it feels so good at the moment but when one thing goes wrong it just totally tears you up from the floor up? <3FmNN