I want to be able to see the beauty in life!

 I have been thinkin' VERY deeply; because it's a rare and amazing gift. I feel like in my past all i have been doin' is goin' through life in this world on mental cruise control.But Lately i have been gettin' lost in movies and it has had a crazy way of making me feel truly alive and emotional (while watching them). <3 Whether the emotions be happy or sad. =) Maybe I'm just gettin' OLD =P